Category Archives: anxiety

Faking a Smile…

Here’s a checklist I found for depression. My thoughts are italicized.  Things just seem “off” or “wrong.” CHECK You don’t feel hopeful or happy about anything in your life. CHECK…Well, not everything but quite a few things. You’re crying a … Continue reading

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Planting Roots…

  Do you ever feel such longing that it hurts? Do you ever take a hot bath because it’s a place you can cry and no one will know? What about the desire to be someplace else so badly it’s … Continue reading

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I Wish I Could Forget…

When I was fifteen and sixteen, I was a wild child. Drinking, smoking cigarettes and weed and driving my mom crazy. There was an incident where I smoked a joint that, unknowingly to me, was laced with something. It completely … Continue reading

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