Category Archives: darkness

A Word About Compassion…

If we were all a little less judgmental the world would be a more accepting and joyful place. I honestly used to be horrible at judging people. I’d judge them on their clothes, their hair, their home…It was bad. Luckily … Continue reading

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Faking a Smile…

Here’s a checklist I found for depression. My thoughts are italicized.  Things just seem “off” or “wrong.” CHECK You don’t feel hopeful or happy about anything in your life. CHECK…Well, not everything but quite a few things. You’re crying a … Continue reading

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I Wish I Could Forget…

When I was fifteen and sixteen, I was a wild child. Drinking, smoking cigarettes and weed and driving my mom crazy. There was an incident where I smoked a joint that, unknowingly to me, was laced with something. It completely … Continue reading

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What I am Most Afraid of…

  What I’m most afraid of… My greatest fear is death. This is a worry that has plagued me since my teens. One that I can’t escape and is a huge culprit to my high anxiety level. Each and every … Continue reading

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My One Regret…

If you could go back and restart your life, would you do anything differently? I’m quite sure there’s more than one decision I would change but the one that stands out to me is a touchy subject. One that I … Continue reading

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30 Days of Truths…

  Found this 30 Days of Truths Challenge and thought it would be interesting to do it…Feel free to join me with your truths! Day 1…Something I dislike about myself… Geesh, This is difficult because there’s NO way I could narrow … Continue reading

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An Active Imagination…

I’m a believer of the saying “art imitates life” No, I’m not crazy but I do have an active imagination so bare with me. I have a habit of looking beyond what’s on the surface and delving deep into things. (this … Continue reading

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