Category Archives: fear

Day 6 of truth challenge…

Something I hope I never have to do in my lifetime… I hope I never have to bury my children. I’m pretty sure this is a universal fear of all parents. I just can’t even imagine having to go through … Continue reading

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Faking a Smile…

Here’s a checklist I found for depression. My thoughts are italicized.  Things just seem “off” or “wrong.” CHECK You don’t feel hopeful or happy about anything in your life. CHECK…Well, not everything but quite a few things. You’re crying a … Continue reading

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I Wish I Could Forget…

When I was fifteen and sixteen, I was a wild child. Drinking, smoking cigarettes and weed and driving my mom crazy. There was an incident where I smoked a joint that, unknowingly to me, was laced with something. It completely … Continue reading

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What I am Most Afraid of…

  What I’m most afraid of… My greatest fear is death. This is a worry that has plagued me since my teens. One that I can’t escape and is a huge culprit to my high anxiety level. Each and every … Continue reading

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